My itch

Soooo I have this itch. Some of you may know what it is... but I love photography! I will take 15 pictures of one leaf until it turns out right...lol ))maybe thats called OCD lol(( Anyhow, my itch is back. So starting this weekend, I'm going out and start taking more pictures!!!!

I have been hired to shoot my second wedding in May. I need to get on the ball!!!!!!

So anyhow, be praying that God will use me to capture something that I wouldn't see before!

On the up and up

So its been awhile.... heres an update. Well, first, the picture is of Miss Madi. She is a snuggle bug... so we have been enjoying this snuggling cold weather. She just started this "I'm going to suffocate you as I lay my face on yours" look! Anyhow, my life has gotten better....

Divorce is still unforunately on its way but still around the corner. But Ronnie will forever be my best friend and can only imagine what the future holds for everyone.

Christmas is coming and will be hard. I'm so used to hurrying everywhere. This year there will be one place and one place only. Soooo... we shall see. I have been keeping myself busy. I have been trying to workout at least 4 times a week. I feel better and most of all, sleep better.

Lets see what else...... I think thats about it right now!

Thankful, huh?

This time of year, I think more than any, brings out a wonderful spirit in people. Families gather, there is food galore, and you remember what you are thankful for.

But for some reason, I can't find anything. Three weeks ago, my life started to change. At this very moment, I have no idea how things will end up. I feel like so many things are around are wonderful, and yet I can't find my joy. I know in my heart, I've allowed the devil to steal my joy. I find myself being angry when I see happy people...lol! Its not funny, but it is. For so long I think I have learned how to cover all my emotions and say I'm giving it to God.

As of today, things are no better with Ronnie and I. Tempers are replacing laughs.... sadness is replacing what used to be our happiness. I don't know where to go from here.... I don't know what to do now. I, I, I, huh? I know, I'm obviously not giving it to God if I'm worrying about it.

Life is short to sweat the small stuff, even when its the small stuff you have left. During this holiday season, be praying for the people who "feel" like they have lost thier joy!

Thank you all for your continued prayers!!!! With all my love, Kim.

Soooo Small, just wanted to share some lyrics from a great song!

What you got if you ain't got lovethe kind that you just want to give awayIt's okay to open upgo ahead and let the light shine throughI know it's hard on a rainy dayyou want to shut the world out and just be left aloneBut don't run out on your faith[Chorus]'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandWhat you've been up there searching forforever is in your handsWhen you figure out love is all that matters after allIt sure makes everything else seem so small[Verse 2]It's so easy to get lost insidea problem that seems so big at the timeit's like a river thats so wideit swallows you wholeWhile you sit around thinking about what you can't changeand worrying about all the wrong thingstime's flying bymoving so fastyou better make it count 'cause you can't get it back[Chorus]Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandWhat you've been up there searching forforever is in your handsWhen you figure out love is all that matters after allIt sure makes everything else Seem so smallSometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandWhat you've been up there searching forforever is in your handsWhen you figure out love is all that matters after allIt sure makes everything else Oh it sure makes everything else Seem so smallYeah, Yeah

Sooooo obviously, I'm really bad at this!

But I'm going to do better!!!!

SO ALLLOOTTTTT has happened since I first blogged..... First of all, we didn't get a house! Thats a long story so I will leave it at that.

Through everything going on in my life right now... I see God's hand at work. Its weird but about 3 weeks ago.... my husband and I seperated. It has been a LOOONNGGG 2 weeks. But I am content.

How strange is that??? When my world is suppossed to be crumbling around me, I feel peace!

So anyhow, I'm keeping myself busy and this week will be no exception.

We are having Thanksgiving at my moms again!

So, if I can ask anything of anyone who reads this.... please pray for guidance! I only want whats best for everyone in this situation.

The next step....

Soooo.... now that maybe I "think" I know how to post on this thing.... here is an update! We are now debt free... an it's a long story! So I'll spare you! So on to the next step...... buying a home!

Which is soo scary.....

how much do we qualify for CHECK

How much can we afford... CHECK

How much do we really need... CHECK

Budget... CHECK

It is soo overwhelming already! Soooo we have decided, since God is in control of everything, WHY WORRY????

There is a home out there that a family has been preparing just for us!

Anyhow, thats all for now..... I'll keep you updated!!!