Thankful, huh?

This time of year, I think more than any, brings out a wonderful spirit in people. Families gather, there is food galore, and you remember what you are thankful for.

But for some reason, I can't find anything. Three weeks ago, my life started to change. At this very moment, I have no idea how things will end up. I feel like so many things are around are wonderful, and yet I can't find my joy. I know in my heart, I've allowed the devil to steal my joy. I find myself being angry when I see happy people...lol! Its not funny, but it is. For so long I think I have learned how to cover all my emotions and say I'm giving it to God.

As of today, things are no better with Ronnie and I. Tempers are replacing laughs.... sadness is replacing what used to be our happiness. I don't know where to go from here.... I don't know what to do now. I, I, I, huh? I know, I'm obviously not giving it to God if I'm worrying about it.

Life is short to sweat the small stuff, even when its the small stuff you have left. During this holiday season, be praying for the people who "feel" like they have lost thier joy!

Thank you all for your continued prayers!!!! With all my love, Kim.

Soooo Small, just wanted to share some lyrics from a great song!

What you got if you ain't got lovethe kind that you just want to give awayIt's okay to open upgo ahead and let the light shine throughI know it's hard on a rainy dayyou want to shut the world out and just be left aloneBut don't run out on your faith[Chorus]'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandWhat you've been up there searching forforever is in your handsWhen you figure out love is all that matters after allIt sure makes everything else seem so small[Verse 2]It's so easy to get lost insidea problem that seems so big at the timeit's like a river thats so wideit swallows you wholeWhile you sit around thinking about what you can't changeand worrying about all the wrong thingstime's flying bymoving so fastyou better make it count 'cause you can't get it back[Chorus]Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandWhat you've been up there searching forforever is in your handsWhen you figure out love is all that matters after allIt sure makes everything else Seem so smallSometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandWhat you've been up there searching forforever is in your handsWhen you figure out love is all that matters after allIt sure makes everything else Oh it sure makes everything else Seem so smallYeah, Yeah

Sooooo obviously, I'm really bad at this!

But I'm going to do better!!!!

SO ALLLOOTTTTT has happened since I first blogged..... First of all, we didn't get a house! Thats a long story so I will leave it at that.

Through everything going on in my life right now... I see God's hand at work. Its weird but about 3 weeks ago.... my husband and I seperated. It has been a LOOONNGGG 2 weeks. But I am content.

How strange is that??? When my world is suppossed to be crumbling around me, I feel peace!

So anyhow, I'm keeping myself busy and this week will be no exception.

We are having Thanksgiving at my moms again!

So, if I can ask anything of anyone who reads this.... please pray for guidance! I only want whats best for everyone in this situation.