Here....

There's a place I've been looking for
That took me in and out of buildings
Behind windows, walls and doors
And I thought I found it
Couple times, even settled down
And I'd hang around just long enough
To find my way back out
I know now the place that I was trying to
Reach Was you, right here in front of me

[CHORUS]And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here

It's amazing what I let my heart go through
To get me where it got me
In this moment here with you
And it passed me by
God knows how many times
I was so caught up in holding
What I never thought I'd find
I know now, there's a million roads
I had to take
To get me in your arms that way

[Repeat Chorus]In a love I never thought I'd get to get to-here
And if that's the roadGod made me take to be with you

[Repeat Chorus]And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for all the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here Oh, baby-OooOh, got me here

Tired...

of being sick! I broke down and went to the doctor today. He said Its the flu! I'm like greeeaaatttt! But he wanted to run more tests....

So he comes in and says NOPE not the flu!!!!! Wooohooooo!!!!!

Goodbye Mr Stevens....

I knew this morning.. something felt different. For months now, I have watched as my friend Audrey's dad has gone through chemo and stage 3 cancer. Working in a cancer center, I know all this well. I watch everyday as our patients come in, get thier chemo, and go home to battle thier cancer. Ed's cancer was completely gone 2 months ago... the doctors couldn't explain it. No one could explain it. And then 4 weeks ago.. it came back a vengence.

I have been texting Audrey every so often... just to see how she was holding up and how Ed was. This morning was like any other morning... I text her on the way to work. NOTHING!!! SO I thought no big deal, I bet she is working. Well, Audrey and I have a relationship where no matter what is going on in our lives.... if we are thinking about the other one its because something is going on.

I got her call about 2, that her daddy had passed away. Mr Stevens was a wonderful man. He took care of his four girls when he and thier mom got divorced. He was a loving father. He always came to all our ballgames.... everything he was there. He even grounded me one time and I wasnt even his kid! Well, Audrey and I had gone teepee'ng... and had gotten ourselves into trouble...lol

Anyhow, I just wanted to share why today was so different!

RIP Ed!

You will be greatly missed!

I did it!!!!

20lbs down!!!!!

Woooohoooooooooo!!!!!!

Wow... has it been awhile!!!!

)) My Sammy Sam((

So it has definately been awhile. I guess lets start with an update on my dad. He has been staying with us while his home is being repaired. I'm thankful my mom has the room, but I also know how difficult it has been for the two of them.... being divorced for almost 10 rs and all!!!

Lets see.... in about 30 days, Ronnie and I will be divorced. After months of fighting... we have everything set in stone. It has been a hard few weeks. But we both know and respect the others decisions. We will always remain good friends. And I wish him nothing but the best.

Other than that, I am still working out and losing weight. I am offically down 18lbs!!! So that is very exciting. I weigh tomorrow, so maybe it will be more. I have cut what I eat completely in half. It has been helping me.

Work has been very busy! I always have alot going on.

And have I told you lately how thankful I am for my friends????? I just have the most wonderful friends!!!

I think that is all thats going on in this world..... I hope everyone is doing ok!!!

Til next time!