Thankful, huh?

This time of year, I think more than any, brings out a wonderful spirit in people. Families gather, there is food galore, and you remember what you are thankful for.

But for some reason, I can't find anything. Three weeks ago, my life started to change. At this very moment, I have no idea how things will end up. I feel like so many things are around are wonderful, and yet I can't find my joy. I know in my heart, I've allowed the devil to steal my joy. I find myself being angry when I see happy people...lol! Its not funny, but it is. For so long I think I have learned how to cover all my emotions and say I'm giving it to God.

As of today, things are no better with Ronnie and I. Tempers are replacing laughs.... sadness is replacing what used to be our happiness. I don't know where to go from here.... I don't know what to do now. I, I, I, huh? I know, I'm obviously not giving it to God if I'm worrying about it.

Life is short to sweat the small stuff, even when its the small stuff you have left. During this holiday season, be praying for the people who "feel" like they have lost thier joy!

Thank you all for your continued prayers!!!! With all my love, Kim.